燦爛夜空

In vain the 1/4 of life, you start to change, you begin to struggle, start to do what you like, in the hands of youth, how much left.
Later, you start counting the passing fleeting, things like HKUE ENG a dream but real. Just about everything seemed to be not imagine you in beautiful appearance, childhood river no longer then the youth, childhood sky is no longer so bright and clean, the most let you do not want to face, you lost many you ever loved, that gave you life.
spring, did not expect the dreamed of facing the sea of people chose wogui to looking up to the heaven, so you don't in the choice of believe the so-called commitment, why the promise had to face the sea, is not hard to do, but choose to go to the heaven. You are going to see the sea, but the sea is not the end. You would also like to go to the farther place.
You have been very tired one day, there is still a lingering face in my mind, although you can not remember her appearance, but her smile, enough to let you have a sense of happiness.
Later later, you finally understand that you not miss her, but miss that time of their own, that how can so attached to their own. You are not in her memory, just miss a kind of feeling, that to feel warm feeling. In fact, you don't have that likes her.
In a quiet afternoon, in a quiet morning, and perhaps in a lonely evening, you begin to recall those once warm, exciting moment, the flash picture, enough to let your heart budge.
You still grateful to her. Grateful that has appeared in your life that she, at least, you have to close to her study hard, at least, you haven't been decadent. Never believe they will so persistent to do one thing, to chase a person's footsteps. Now in thought, you are still very admire myself at that time, but you can't go back, and perhaps is the time is never can't go back.
Slowly you find you don't know what you want in the end, you find, oneself unexpectedly less pursuit of many. Do you like their own professional, but does not HKUE ENG like all those boring course, where you want to go far, he stopped in situ not taken a step. You said that unlike you, friends also said it's not like you, yes. Indeed, it you don't like, but this really is your, is now of you.
Occasionally with a friend in the past to make a phone call, a short message, listen to each other's life, and then complain about the unfairness of life, and then tell each other still want to refuel.
Occasionally go to a place where no one, looking at the sky quietly in a daze, and occasionally go to the library quietly read a book.
You say you like on the campus, you are willing to stay in school for a lifetime, do some things you like. Then you know, you just don't want to contact with society, you have always wanted to escape.
Do you think yourself too sentimental, perhaps because of you a name of sentiment, sungaia boat, carry, many worry about. You want to you if the date a Bai's name, that you can laugh out to the.
You begin to feel that you are not in a lot of time, and you start to focus on something, but you don't have anything worth it.
Occasionally you will think of her, will remember the lives of those who have given you warm.
You have your own life, she has her own life. You away from each other may be near, but you rarely in her world, because you have your own life. You don't want to disturb her life.
Later, you should find that now is the true self.
Perhaps because you are not together, you find that she still has a lot of shortcomings.
You start to make yourself happy, do your own thing, life is not long, which has time to sad.
One day, you will find that at the end of time, you are still smiling...